Craziness...

I am sorry that I haven't been properly blogging over the last few weeks. I had to rush to New York to visit my mom and spend some time with her. Things have been tough for her and she needed me. (I won't go into specifics since just thinking about what she has gone through makes me cry everytime.) What made the trip good though was that I realized that I needed her just as much. I learned quite a few things on that trip not only about myself and my family but also learned lots about being a mom and about my son. I just wish that money wasn't so tight that I could see her more often and not limit my trips to see her for emergencies. Sigh!

Also, just in case anyone remembered, I am 39 +weeks already. G will be here SOON although I feel daily like he couldn't come fast enough. I am exhausted from sharing my body. My mother asked me the other day if I have "split" yet, lol! I can't wait to finally "split" and become two people. How nice for me! I am sure it won't be so fab for him for a while though! LOL! With a screaming, wild toddler in the house, I wonder sometimes how G will even get a chance to sleep! Poor baby!

So, lastly, I have been crafting like crazy. My brain never stops running although my body keeps telling me to stop. I can't though and I felt like I needed to send some snacks. I sent out some soap, toddler crayons, scarfs, jewelry and some other things that will be going out soon. I don't want to spoil the surprise for anyone that might be reading this. With that, the craziness doesn't stop. I keep thinking that things will slow a bit once G gets here but I do believe that ADDING a child to the household is actually going to speed things up...yikes! Am I ready for it??? Only time will tell. I am pretty good with handling craziness by now!